And how the time just froze

I thought things moved on
trails of you left out long
but here am i 
here am i with my eyes closed
you in front of me 
and how the time just froze

what i am going through 
seems inexplicably untrue
I have moved on I know
drifted downstream with the flow
but like a message from the past
came across a drift bottle lost
it had a picture of us
a time overridden with rust

and here am i with my eyes closed
you in front of me
and how the time just froze

but no matter what happens
its true that dreams are untrue
and amidst this dilemma
of being zoned out or in reality
maintaining my fragile sanity
trying to wake up and move on
and here i am standing with your memories
setting adrift from my loose grip
and like a pollen lost in the wilderness
slowly vanishing you away
embarking again on my way
with memories
willingly unwilling to leave away

Disquieted

Walking past the know face

Troubled inside out

Steady, just hold your ground

Walking past with a silent shout

And you know it will be hard

Rather not gaining attention

Try to ignore

More difficult becomes situation

Let patience be the virtue

Keeps repeating inside

But its much alike holding roar

When you are aboard an adrenaline ride

And its not the first

Neither it is the last

Again you walk past the face

By the situation, being lambaste

But the face will be usual

Sooner or later will it fade

And I'll be back again

The vengeful bard with tombs to raid

Itch with no cure

its been a long since you left
suddenly everything is bereft
those long endless nights
when love blinded your sight
am not alone I want to think
but i am this close to on brink
a nudge at back and i am gonna fall
I dont when this going to end
When would i stop feeling imprisoned
Your thoughts keep me apprehended
I guess you were right 
I was blinded though having sight
This day was going to come for sure
I created this itch with no cure

Willing to strive

I wish to write you down
Capture you between these lines
All I ever wanted to entrap
Your beauty between these rhymes
I am lost in these woods
Baffled amidst this golden lush
The sky used to be blue
But now is red like you blushed
Blinded but followed the shine
Till the horizon engulfed the silver line
Its now dark , a queer melancholic night
On my knees I put up a fight
Was i fooled or entangled in illusion
is this true or a sweet delusion
Cant catch hold of breath but still alive
Feels dead inside but willing to strive