Itch with no cure

its been a long since you left
suddenly everything is bereft
those long endless nights
when love blinded your sight
am not alone I want to think
but i am this close to on brink
a nudge at back and i am gonna fall
I dont when this going to end
When would i stop feeling imprisoned
Your thoughts keep me apprehended
I guess you were right 
I was blinded though having sight
This day was going to come for sure
I created this itch with no cure

Willing to strive

I wish to write you down
Capture you between these lines
All I ever wanted to entrap
Your beauty between these rhymes
I am lost in these woods
Baffled amidst this golden lush
The sky used to be blue
But now is red like you blushed
Blinded but followed the shine
Till the horizon engulfed the silver line
Its now dark , a queer melancholic night
On my knees I put up a fight
Was i fooled or entangled in illusion
is this true or a sweet delusion
Cant catch hold of breath but still alive
Feels dead inside but willing to strive

Could begin again

I tried to reach you but was blocked 
I tried to meet you but your door was locked 
I called you anonymous just to hear your voice 
I switched 10 numbers to b blocked I had no choice 
I just wish to talk to you once coz I need my answers 
Why did you kept lying keeping open the chances 
You said you never needed me 
Us being together was a liability
It was you who thought so when I was hiding reality 
But you forgot those desperate times 
When you accepted to.be my incomplete rhyme 
When you let me hold your hand and stare in your eyes 
You loved it when I trusted you more ,overlooking truths n lies 
When in the rain on my knees I asked will you be with me forever 
And you wanted to walk through till end by my side 
I never felt and I would never come to know
Those things you said or did meant nothing but a staged show 
I seek my answers I want back my wasted past 
I wish I could begin everything again from.the.start ...

Its not gonna be forever

Its difficult to forget 
but its not impossible
Its difficult to get back up
When you fall 
With dust in your eyes
Unable to even crawl
But the challenge is 
In the phase you see
The time you spend
Down in dust
The time you take
to get back up
Between the rise and fall
Its up to you 
to move swiftly or stall
I am on my knees 
You made me fall
But its not gonna be forever
Oh no! Not at all
Someday or other 
I will be up on my own
And it would be the day
When i would leave you stoned
Its not near but its not far
I have frittered enough
Trying to reach the wrong star
I may seem weak but
The voice inside howls
I am what i want to be
The master of my soul