7 August, 2009

Today a childhood friendship came to an end
I dont know how my feelings to apprehend
It wasnt totally my fault nor his
Losing my temper was a total miss
I warned my friend to stop again and again
Drop by drop was brimming my pot of pain
I holded back and back tried to resist
Others joined the laughter to assist
Now the chain almost broke loose
It felt my calmness hung up by noose
The animal inside me couldnt stand any longer
The giggling and teasing turned out to a disaster
The next moment my friend's neck was in clutches
The pain and anger was out of the latches
It felt nothing else mattered except to quench my thirst
To put a fist right into his face first
My heart tried desperately to control
But anger filled my brain's every single mole
After this drama i lost my good old pal
In my mind then only these thoughts crawl



When i get frustrated out of this life
The moment when i feel i dont care about anything
Only thing i will desire to keep will be a knife
To put it through all those who kept me sad and annoying
This is not a warning to all those bullies
But its time to stop over stretching the pullies
I dont want to lose friends cause of this any more
Because happiness of friendship can never be available in any store.

To Someone I wish this to be read

Something changed in my life when you came in A beautiful sunrise or call of the golden evening,A thunder struck down to the groundThe surface wasnt the earth but this flesh of 7 pound,What i felt at that instant i couldnot make it soundMy soul was stirred didnt notice anything else around.

Have you seen the flowers that adore a gardenA single droplet of rain in soils barren,Like moon and stars that sparkles the cloudless skyLike the first blossom when spring sets to fly,You came in my life and seeded true happinessThe calmness of soul never ever witnessed.

Your sweet smile numbs all my senses A flood of love in my heart commences,Your beautiful eyes your lovely chinOh god save me from commiting this sin,I dont have guts to tell you what you mean to meI hope someday you will see what i see.

Everyday in the evening on my tableI pick up my pen, sheets of my diary to label,Each day in which is filled with linesA new feeling arousing when your aura shines,And i will continue to write till the dayWhen the pages of my life end and you vanish away....