My guiding star

What would I do when you be gone
Oh the love of my life
What would I do when you be gone
My heart encompassed in strife
The faith in reality is dwindled
When you would be gone
Nostalgia is what in me is kindled
Oh I cant even call it wrong
What you mean to me is a mystery
Nothing can define
Search the entire history
So close but not yet mine
I wont stop you , I wont I say
I could make a million reasons
But you have no reasons to stay
I feel lost I dont know how
I lost my sense to ask why
So close but yet so far
Amidst the dark night, my guiding star