Left in Despair

You dont know how it feels

You wont ever know

How could you ..when would you

Could just keep ignoring so

I was there through times 

so rough and strong

I was there through out

no matter right or wrong

But now when the times have gone

You are back who you ever were..

But i overlooked I was hopeful

With you I could share...

But sadly you didnt change

Never had a moment to stop and stare

I wish you never read this

I dont want to tell you that it aint fair

I hope someday you realize

I feel rejected and left in despair..

Someone I used to know

You came in my life 

But of course like a beautiful lie

I tried but couldnt be more

Have just ran out of tries

 I don't know I am not sure

Are you unaware or just ignore

I am tired and I want more 

I did my best to comfort you 

Walked by through rough times

I was loyal and never lied

To surprise you I always tried

But still I think I went wrong

I know its you for whom I want

To write this song

Don't lie to me plz don't 

You never loved me and ever won't

I feel hurted n I feel low

When I realize I misunderstood

Someone I used to know...

waking up is the hardest part

As the end creeps by your doorsteps
The shadow of the day grows darker
The trembling leaves on a dry tree
A restless soul waiting to be free..

God asked why are you so sad
Why are you bound into this world?
What has chained your spirits?
Why is your smile downward curled?

God replied the noble soul
I am in search, search of my heart
I gave it to someone dear
But she lost it tore it apart..

God I dont wish revenge
And I dont need any sympathy
I just want to accept and live
Come out of this apathy

My child wake up life is so long
You must not regret you did nothing wrong

Dear Lord, said I , when you sleep with a broken heart
Waking up is the hardest part...

When there would be no you...

I am holding on to you
You were so far away
I held on even though I ever knew
You would just move on
This feeling is not new

You came in like a breeze
So much warm
Yet cold inside to freeze
I couldn't understand I was blind
I thought you would come with me
Leaving everything behind

Hey love its sad to end like this
You know how much I would miss
I dont want to sleep tonight
Because i dont know
What would I do the morning next
In a life when there would be no you..