NOTE: BELOW IS A COMPLETE RESULT OF FICTION AND IMAGINATION...
After a long wait of 5 months, my travel back home got confirmed. We been texting and talking to each other since quite a while and it was more than 6 months that we last met. I remember the night I arrived at Vadodara station, it was raining heavily. But in the middle of the rains, ( drenched ) I felt warm and happy, smiling like a mad guy; thinking finally the moment is here and I am going to meet you soon.
After a day of waiting desperately, Monday arrived. We decided to meet up at the same old cafe where we used to hang out often. I remember you always complain I come up late but actually I always arrive well before time but get late doing preparations for the little surprises for you. So this time I arrived half an hour early, only to know that you wouldn't be able to reach before half an hour past the decided time. So I waited for one long hour thinking about the last time I met you, you were about to board a busy train, rushing and shoving off people to get through the door. I remember when I told you about this, you said "atleast memories toh achi rakha kar (lol)". The time arrived when you finally arrived. You were angelic as usual and I noticed the beautiful mehendi on your hand about which you were talking about. It was looking wonderful.
This time I didn't prepare any surprises. Because this time I decided I would propose you for the first time in person. You were right in front of me, yes it was the right time.Now or never, I had to take a side. But I was unable to say it, I bailed out. The situation was my heart was screaming it out loud but words wont utter out. But I really enjoyed a lot hearing about the lovely ceremony at your house. Your pranks, the moments of joy and the sad ones you shared. I was just so engrossed in you ,hearing from you in person after so many days that truly speaking I just remember a few details you mentioned but I remember very lucidly your every expression, those beautiful eye movements and that sweet smile every now and then. Our small meet ended and we were back home. Texting each other as usual and it was the first time actually you were the one first to comment about my shirt(he he). I remember I texted you that I couldn't actually say what I came for, and in reply you said that you dont need to as I read it in your eyes. One of the memorable moments actually got enlisted at that time.
Day2 arrived. It was a bright sunny Tuesday. You were out at the hospital and I started my work from home. We decided to meet up at that stupid fastfood restaurant. So cutting short the excess details I arrived again well before time and you reached late but seriously I dont mind waiting for you. Tuesday was a real special day. We can say that day was just fabricated for us. Just as we met, it started to rain heavily, unexpectedly on a bright sunny day. And out of the nowhere we decided to go out for a crazy walk in rain. That one hour is just inexplicable. It was the most wonderful hour of my life. Everlasting memories I will have about it. I remember we were walking down the lonely road. The green lush invigorated the entire environment. We were drenched from head to toe but we kept on walking, talking, laughing at those taking refuge under shades, visited the temple. We were splashing and jumping in the small puddle of rain water just like kids. People around surely thought these kids have gone nuts. And then while we were returning in front of that green golf course I proposed you. I don't know how I got the strength to do so suddenly but may be the situation and the setup was so wonderful that I got my moment of inspiration to just do it. I actually didnt even fear what your answer would be, because I was already well aware of it, but it was worth trying. Anyway though you put my proposal down again, I really felt at peace letting it out. Saying each and everything I really felt about you in person, and now I feel our relation is smoother and more comfortable than ever before, right!? We stood by the green field staring at the horizon, the sky started to clear up and you were sharing your happy old school memories. I promise someday I will take you to that spot you always wanted to visit. The two sides of the gate, there existed two complete different worlds. On one side, our side, we were happy and carefree. On the other side, was the reality, work and responsibilities.
Next day, we planned to go for a movie. Although truly speaking the movie was stupid and was a complete non-sense but watching it with you made it special. This was the first time, we actually went for a movie together. I came to know you love cheese popcorn. Infact anything with cheese, and you will love it(he he).
We met again on Thursday though for only sometime in the evening. I got you your favorite flowers and tried to pull out a magic trick but it was a real bad attempt(:)). So we chatted for a while and then back on our way home only to find the same day, stupid govt put up the 5 sms rule. And on friday you had your big treat for your parents.It was so difficult to be in touch without texts and I missed you a lot. You promised to meet on Sunday but you couldnt because you had your classes till late evening.
Phew..! it was Monday and you were able to come finally. Again you kept me waiting and waiting as you felt asleep, your precious siesta. It looked like you were just out of bed but still you were pretty as ever before. It was pharmacy week if I am not wrong in your work schedule. So relatively you were free in afternoon. On the next day, my mom found out that birthday sticker(the one you gave on my previous birthday) and I had to answer a lot of difficult questions. Yes I kept it safe and even today I keep it in my wallet.
We met again on wednesday afternoon, after your work, in your favorite dominos. Though I couldn't enjoy as much as you did that day savouring the pijjhaaass, but it was fun. Really you were very hungry that day .(lol). It was thursday that we couldn't meet up as you were very busy studying in addition to watching movies (;-)) and attending conferences.
Friday was pretty nostalgic for me. It was the last day I had that I could meet you. I had to go back on Sunday and I know saturdays and sundays are very hectic for you. I was sad with the thought when I would again get a chance to spend time with my angel. I thought of making it very special. I was eager to meet you but it went past 5 o'clock and you didnt respond. I called you up but only to get you into trouble. I am very sorry for that angel. I thought you wouldnt come now and I was sitting alone in the garden pondering how in a matter of minutes I screwed up everything. I was very upset. But then you called up informing that you were coming. For a while I couldnt believe but yes you were coming. I had just 5 minutes before you reached, so I rushed to get your favorite flowers and chocolates. You arrived in the simplest form as possible yet eternally beautiful, sweet and angelic as never before. I accompanied you for your shopping and then on my suggestion we stopped by the same old cafe we love to hang out at. I rushed to the cafe to reach before you just to instruct the waiter to hide my little surprise and bring them on my instruction. We were sipping coffee and sharing thoughts when my surprise came. I can't forget the expression on your face when the waiter brought the flowers and the chocolates. I am glad I could make you happy and I really wish I could fill your life with all such small surprises and beautiful moments of joy.
Now I am back to my world and leaving you. I miss you a lot. I hope one day I would have done more than words could say and showed you that my love for you is real and then it would be needless for you to say that I love you..
Those two weeks had been full of happy memories and special moments. I hope you cherished it too. I hope to see you soon again, my angel!
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