losing my faith

No matter how much you give away
When everytime you are left with no words
Why is never love so beautiful in the world of this part
Someone's present affected by others past
And things supposedly look like never to last
Only if there was a switch to cut these emotions
Alas my faith is turning to a notion
All is lost and the time is slowly past
And moving on is not just the hardest part

My guiding star

What would I do when you be gone
Oh the love of my life
What would I do when you be gone
My heart encompassed in strife
The faith in reality is dwindled
When you would be gone
Nostalgia is what in me is kindled
Oh I cant even call it wrong
What you mean to me is a mystery
Nothing can define
Search the entire history
So close but not yet mine
I wont stop you , I wont I say
I could make a million reasons
But you have no reasons to stay
I feel lost I dont know how
I lost my sense to ask why
So close but yet so far
Amidst the dark night, my guiding star

Behind the silver line

All about a twist in a tale
Thickened stain of blood so pale
Tangled in this conundrum
Trying not to feel and be numb
Chills running through veins
How will it come off, these stains
Stains of love or stains of desire
Engulfed my soul in this fire
Out of my body beside my pyre
Live the rest of my life like a liar
This desire has turned into an obsession
Out of my reach an invaluable possession
Chills delving deep into the core
Drift afar distant away from the shore
I do smile I do smile
If day dreams could last awhile
Searching for the sunshine
My hope hidden behind the silver line.

Why I never replied

Its been a while I have known her
Doesnt feel like that
She treats me like a stranger
Never has been a day that past
And now i dont remember
when i spoke to her last
And I thought i would write a song
And things will mend
Matters will move along
She never cared so I stopped
A train to a destination
Away from her I hopped
Time went by and one day came
Are you alright?
Where is the song you were gonna frame
I smiled politely and replied
I did write
But there was no number
So I never replied